First off, I’d like to say that I love Kris with all of my heart and anything I say here is not intended to hurt him in any way. I even asked for his input on this question- but I think he went to bed.
Kris and I had gotten to a very rocky point in our relationship, neither of us were happy. But I was so in love.
I’m positive he spoke to other girls during our relationship I doubt he acted on it though. He’s got a heart in there. Kris and I remain friends to this day. It’s tough some times, because he’ll casually talk about other girls and even if I don’t want him back it still stings a little.
Kris was the first person I loved with every fiber of my being. He was the sweetest person I’ve ever met. He broke my heart.
I hope this somewhat answered your question.
I can not even begin to tell you how much I fucking hate it when people look down on other people because they work in fast food especially when the people throwing around rude comments are unemployed.
Why does that matter? Why should the job you work define who you are?
I am not stupid for working in fast food.
I am not any less of a person for working in fast food.
I will not be treated like I am less of a person for working in fast food.
Unfair treatment because of a job is not fucking okay.
Despite everything that still makes me sad, and drags me down from time to time I’m incredibly happy with the way my life is going. I’ve got a job, I have a few good friends I’m moving across the country in a year or so I mean things couldn’t be going more right for me.
I’m trying to stay positive, but there is a lot going on in my life that you don’t know about and I refuse to let you bully me on a constant basis for things you know nothing and I really mean it when I say nothing about, so please keep your nasty comments to yourself.
I’m having a party on Friday, and I didn’t/couldn’t invite a lot of my old friends and I could not be more sad about it.
I didn’t invite people I knew wouldn’t show up and I’m actually fairly certain a lot of people I did invite wont show up and idk man this sucks a lot.
Yes me and Kris are over, completely undeniably over. Yes I’m okay, I know it’s been a year and you don’t need to send me asks about Holly. I love her and miss her, but I am okay. Brandon has not contacted me since the assault and I’m completely and entirely single.
This time as most of you are well aware of I was falling apart. I was failing every single one of my classes and I’ve never had to work so hard to pull myself back together. I’m still getting back on track, but this year I have a job, fairly decent marks and I finally feel okay. I still have to eat food in front of my family to make sure I’m actually eating and I still have to keep track of every single thing I do so that they know I’m not falling a part. Things are getting better slowly but surely.
I’ve got a crush, like I like him but nothing more I mean he’s sweet but I’m not going to act on it in any way so frick you.
I’m going to continue venting to whomever happens to be reading this because I really truly don’t have anybody to talk to anymore. I don’t have many friends and even the friends I do have are too immersed in their own drama to even attempt to console me.
Maybe if I wasn’t so insecure someone would like me for who I am. Even though I hate who I am. Ugh, I wish I wasn’t so disgusted by my own appearance. I wish it were easier to feel pretty and to be thin and happy but I know I’m never going to be a size zero and I shouldn’t think that way but ugh, I’m unhappy with my body and if you dare try to tell be it’s because I don’t work hard enough on it you should turn the fuck around and kiss your own ass before I destroy it. I work my ass off and constantly see little/no results.
I’M LONELY AND MISERABLE AND YOU PROBABLY SHOULDN’T READ THIS BECAUSE I SUCK OOPS MY BAD LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL OKAY.
I’m totally crushing on some guy who barely acknowledges my existence. I’m officially the epitome of the average teenage girl.
Congrats Melissa you’re a fucking idiot.
Why would I go and put myself into a position where I could even have the possibility of liking anyone even in the slightest sense of the word. I’m not sure what to do with myself anymore I hate this I hate him I hate you this is stupid and feelings are stupid why am I so pathetic okay I should shut the fuck up now and leave but I’m still typing why is that probably because I’m S T U P I D.
Currently bored with nearly every social networking website, there needs to be something better out there. Hopefully soon, because if not I may have to start socializing with people who live in Oshawa, and everyone around here is a cunt so I’d much rather not socialize with people around here.